So it's officially September ..I dunno wheather to be happy or what because it seems like everything is slowly falling apart. Seems like Shaunta is the only one thats trying to stay happy for my sake. My mom and I aren't talking. She turnt my phone off ..therefor I told the guy I wouldnt be able to talk to him and if it's meant to be then we'll talk again. All he said was 'OK' .. So when I get my new phone, I hope I ferget his number. Fuck him! My sister and I got into it. I've reached a point in my life where it only matters if im happy.
Fuck Everybody and thats exactly how I feel at this point, no lie. Like everybody could go to hell. Im over here facing inner demons and shit. But seriously FUCK IT! im lonely, not physically but mentally and emotionally. ya know?
Side Note: My birthday is in 9 days !! ; i'll be 18 !!