So here it goes.. im assuming it's never ending. I need that spark, that sudden urge. When bad things happen in my life/ or things that I wish wouldnt happen ..I want to stay positive. Instead, I fall into feeling sorry for myself. I hate that. I need that "wildcard" in my life.
I love my family dont get me wrong, but I need that "wildcard" that outside of my family. Aguy, a new friend, something please?
SideNote: Im definetly going running tonight. & im going to eat wayy better ; because I want to lose 5 pounds before my birthday.