Knowing he doesnt want me anymore. I mean we made plans together for our future. It just sucks sitting back and having to take in the fact he actually doesnt want anything to do with me. When I txt him it feels like im bothering him of some sort. I just dont think i'll find somebody like him. I mean im only 17 ..im still young. The bad part about that is ..I only wanted him. I hate it because he said we're still friends ..but we NEVER talk.
I guess moving on is the only thing I can do at this point. I hate him so much ..for bringing these emotions out that I tried to supress. I guess this is life. Everyone needs a heartbreak .. I can say I definately got mine in the worst way.