It's insane because I don't know wheather to be disgusted or dissapointed at myself for giving up my on myself when its time for my days off. It's like I do good all week, lose 3-4 lbs, then gain it right back because I dont go running nor do I eat healthy on my days off. Im 3 weeks way from my 18 birthday. My goal was 145 lbs. I made it to 151; then I got a day off and gained that shit right back.
I dont know what will motivate me to keep going. It's a shame because I actually want to lose this weight. I want to be happy and I feel losing weight will help be on that. This shouldnt be as hard as im making it out to be though. I think Im going to start fresh tommorrow. New fresh weight start and freshly back running 2a.m.