hm, seems like something always find its way to fuck up my plans. I went to the Eye Doctors today ..I paid like 150$ up front. Lady told me my full total for my glasses was 367$ ironically my phone that I wanted was 368$ ..I swear to God, shit like this is fucked up. I wanted my phone so bad. I dont even think my check will be more that 370$. So this suck major balls really. Then that's my mom's birthday.
It's like everytime I get so close ..it finds its way to slip away. My happiness is so far away I dont think im going to reach it for about another couple of years.
My weight is disgusting me, Im so fat. Its rediculous. My acne, my teeth, my lonliness ...im depressed deep down.
this beautiful phone... I cant even have.
