As I was staring outside the window waiting for the customer to give me their money..I came to the conclusion..im going to college, I mean I might just try online college for a while or just wait a couple months and go on campus. I cant do this. I hate seeing people I know come tm my job..it feels so awkward.
The money .. the 8.20 im making is not really good. I mean Im about to be 18 im not goin' out like that. I thought both my sisters took up the easy slots [one having the babies & the other going off to the Marines] So I'll be the one that goes to college. I've been thinking im going to work with children. I love kids, sometimes they arent the best.. but this is more in my alley. I'll feel happier working with children.
Then when he [Keith] finally texted me back, I just went on a deleted his number. Im so done with this bullshit. So whenever I get my new phone ..he will not know my new number and im content with that. Im just going to have to let go and let "the right one" find me.